hmmm.i had another really weird dream that everythng was okay with me and justin, yeah i was dreaming all right... i couldnt sleep so here i am . i think its like 8:30. i talked to my dylan last night. im pretty sure hes going to read this now , the jackass.. wow.

i love all YALL!

**cas

well...life...its really boring. i have iss on ...tuesday and monday. and i had it friday. i never thought it could be so boring. lol. i miss dylan a lot. of course. school sucks. everyboby has just decided to forget i ever existed. and fuck,  the other day me and sydney got into it and then later that same day me and whitney got into it. and of course justin had a lot to do with it. i miss him too. i miss hanging out with everbody. but i know if i even looked at them while they were with justin ... well.. you know. its weird how you "friends" would treat you like that. i just dont understand why any of them would do this shit to me. i had to find new people to hang out with and everything. i miss jessica the most. evderything is getting hard again. here we go again.............

i love my little puppy.

**cas

well people. dylan suddenly popped back into my life recently. he said that he loved me again and that it was horrible of him to ever break up with me in the first place. and that led to the break up with justin. idk. everything is crazy again. dylan's moving soon suposedly . now that is going to hurt. welp. i love yall. i love you dylan with all i have and i am sorry justin. thank you for being here for me when i needed you.

Dylan told me that i always will have a special place in his heart.

aww.lol

i love you jessica.   **cas

oh my god it sure has been a minut since ive left anything on here. i guess ill update yall on my shit....me and dylan broke up like last weekend. it really hurt me too. i had it hard for awhile and i really need him back but w/e. i still miss you kaylee. i always think ab you and wonder how you are. well idk what else to say so.....

i still love you dylan and i always will and ill be here for you always.

OMG I FUCKIN LOVE JESSICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just want to say thanks to brittney whitney and ashley and ESPECIALLY  jessica  for being here for me when i haad it hard . what would i do w/o yall?!

**cas

ok...oh i have frikin algebra hw. great.... on tuesday i have band practice and then as soon as thats over i have to go straight to dance.fun fun fun.should be. i wanna talk to my punkin.hes alll cold and hungry and tired and sad and alone and he misses me ....its juss so depressing.

he he

**i luff my puppy.ur little flower misses you.thats one fr me n dylan.

i dont know what id do wo him.i know i already said that but we. i dont tho. no offense or anything but lauras the only one who even talks to me. i have no girl friends rightnow. its pretty sad yall. yeaterday staley and gavin and chris and hunter hay came over to my house. and yall dont even call me. i called laura yesterday and she wasnt doing anything but she didnt want to talk to me. i juss dont understand what i did to everyone. i dunno. the  only reason im doing band is cuz of laura and she doesnt even hardly pay any attention to me. i mean that really was nice ab the note the other day when i wanst feeling goood but damn all of yall pass notes at the bus stop every morning and i never geat any.

dylan always listens to me when i feel bad and he comes over to hang out with me when im bored. and all of yalll think were flirting bc i talk to him more than i tlk to yall.

the other day when i decided to go to church i remembered why i hadnt talked to yall in a while.

ALL YALL M-FUCKERS DO IS GOSSIP!!!

i dont know why yall are friends all you guys do is talk ab each other. its sad it really is.thats why im hanging out with guys right now ..theyre normal. girls juss back stab everyone and talk behind your back. well im gonna call dylan to see if he wants to do anything now.

bye bitches!!

]**thecas